Chapter 17: Only the beginning and I am doubting
Chapter 17: Only the beginning and I am doubting
Celia
We were hugging each other when Ethan broke the door with a thud. I didn’t realize until now that he
was trying to knock down the door since he didn’t find the keys.
As the door fell on the floor we both jumped apart. I wonder if he has seen us hugging or if heard
anything about how sweet talked to me and asked me to be HIS. I couldn’t resist him and nodded. He
said we will work things out and everything will happen my way.
I quickly moved out and stood beside Mary, she had a worried look on her face.
“You okay? you look flushed.”
“Yeah… I am. This door needs to be fixed.”
“I will take care of it. I am sorry, I couldn’t find the keys, and didn’t think you both will be good together
left alone for too long.”, Ethan said.
“Its fine, you want some coffee or tea or anything else.”, I asked, trying to change the topic. As I looked
at everyone asking them, I met Christian’s face. He was smiling like a child who got his favorite toy
back after a struggle. He was smirking and enjoying me nervously trying to act normal.
I went to the kitchen with Mary to get our drinks. Mary moved out from the kitchen when my phone rang
with the tone of message. It was from an unknown number.
“Its my number, save it. you might need it now girlfriend.”, then another came.
“Come out I am missing you already, heaven.”, I couldn’t help but smile at his name for me.
I went out after saving his number with my and his drink in my hands. I gave him his and sat beside him
but maintained a good distance between us. But as I sat I felt his hand behind me at my back drawing
small circles with his thumb.
I gave him a look to remove his hands if he still wanted them but he smirked and continued talking to
Ethan about something I didn’t bother to hear. I shifted my gaze to Mary and Ethan and if they are not
noticing his hand behind me, I don’t want to bring their notice to it.
Mary and I talked about how I need to redecorate this apartment to make it look homy and more warm.
I cooked some food along with Mary while boys watched some football match on tv and got themselves
comfortable. I showed off my cooking skills to Mary.
We ate food, I missed Jeanne. I wish she was here with all of us. It would have been fun with her. She
loved my cooking.
Mary and I made a list of things I might need for this apartment. We decided on blue curtains for the
bedroom, yellow cushion cover for sofa and a few decor items like vases. Ethan and Christian will get
my door fixed while I, Mary and Jeanne will go shopping. They went after Ethan assured me he will
definitely send someone tomorrow to fix the door.
I sketched for a few more pieces for Houstons project, I want to impress Harris and Christian too. He
might be my boyfriend now but I haven’t forgotten how he doubted my abilities to sketch yet. It feels
different to call him my boyfriend but it is good calling him that.
It was around 9o’clock when my phone rang. It was dad. I facetimed with them and showed them my
apartment. I discussed the changes with mom too. She suggested the same as Mary, they both should
meet sometime. Dad wants me to repair the door soon.
They told me they might visit me soon. I know it will be around my birthday. Three weeks from now.
I was busy talking to them when I got a missed call from Christian. I ignored it, right now my parents
want my attention and they will have it full.
I called him back after ending my call with mom and dad. He picked up so soon like he was glued to his
phone and waiting for my call.
“Who was it? Was it a boy? Is he more charming and funny than me? Do you want him? How is he? Is
he a better kisser than me? good in bed?”, damn this boy is crazy. He has so many questions already.
“Yes, it was a really charming and funny guy whom I love a lot. Well… I don’t know about the later
questions of yours since he is my dad.”
“Damn, you Christian. That was a bunch of questions, and what if it was my male friends from college
or my ex-boyfriend?”, while talking with him I started clearing up my bed which was a mess with the
sketches all over on it. Thankfully Dad didn't notice otherwise I would have had a earful scold.
“I don’t know… look I am sorry. I just got scared if you’re gonna leave me so soon. You know you even
didn’t say a yes, you just nodded. I was frightened if it was some guy who could snatch you from me.” I
must say this boy is mad and I like him. He knows how to make my heart flutter, he is already scared to
lose me.
“What if I do like some boy? Or what if some boy approaches me?”
“I will kill him. You’re mine, no one can come between us.”, I am sure if I could see him, I would have
witnessed a red face with anger and clenched fists, a guy thirsty for blood.
“Calm down boy, no one coming between us. Tell me why did you call me.”
“Why can’t I call my girlfriend just to hear her sweet voice?” and he could have seen my red face due to
blushing. “I called you to discuss how you want things to go because I know you have lots of things in
your mind.”
“You called me to discuss those things.”
“Not compulsorily, we can also discuss what we did locked in your room. Do you want a repeat?”
“I… I think we shouldn’t inform others yet. Since, I am not sure if we are doing it right.”
“You’re still not sure of us, I already told you no one can come between us. I will kill if anyone tries to.” I
was startled with his this attitude, is he so serious about me that he is ready to kill people.
“Relax, we don’t know each other yet. We don’t know if we’re compatible or not, if we’ll be able keep up
with each other in future or can tolerate one another.” I am frightened with this possessive behavior of
his, I am not sure if I can manage with it in future. I don’t like to be restricted.
“Ask me what you want to know, I will answer truly.”
“Fine, but still I don’t want to let others know about us so soon, especially Jeanne since I don't know
how she will react.”
“Even I am not sure how Little will react.”
“Did you already tell Ethan and Mary? They are your childhood best friends.”
“Nope, I didn’t tell them.”
“They didn’t have doubts?”
“Nope”
Is he an idiot? Really? How can Mary not have doubts after seeing my flushed look this noon. She was
even enjoying the situation. I am sure he must have told them and now is trying to cover up for his
done deed.
“What was your favorite subject in school?”, I asked, trying to change the subject since I don’t want to NôvelDrama.Org holds this content.
have another argument with him on the first day of our relationship.
It is only the beginning and I am already doubting our relationship.
We talked for some more time and talked about our interests. I found he is funny, witty, a tease, loves
to annoy me, a flirt, a retired playboy and used to be a good boy and prankster in school. We talked
until I realised it was dawn and the sun will rise soon.
Maybe we can get along but his possessive behavior can be a huge issue between. I am risking my
friendship with J for a doubtful relationship. Tell me I am a fool.
“Okay fine, we will go to sleep but tonight I will take you to our first date.”
“Did you forget I am going shopping with Mary since Jeanne has something else to do, it will be just the
two of us while you will get my door fixed. And you three will stay for dinner.” Mary texted me at night to
inform J will not join us for shopping. I just hope everything is fine.
“I haven’t forgotten anything, I have everything planned. Don’t worry. Just get ready for your first date
with me at 10o’clock. Bye, sleep now.”
“Bye”
So this man has everything planned for our first date. Good, let's see what he has in mind.
Silly girl, you forgot to ask him where he will take you and since you decided you won’t tell anyone yet
you can’t ask Mary or Jeanne to choose an outfit for the date.
Since, it was already dawn and I have a big day ahead of him. I can’t waste my time thinking of this and
get some sleep before I start my day.
I woke up around 10o’clock and called Mary to find out about the plan for today. We decided to meet
around 12o’clock in the market near the cafe we ate last time. I got ready and reached the cafe just on
time.
Ethan and Mary were already there, they both were having their sweet time which I definitely don’t want
to disturb. I didn’t realize I stood there watching them from some distance until Mary noticed me and
got out from his arms.
I gave Ethan my keys to apartment, so he can bring someone to repair my bedroom door. Mary and I
went shopping and bought much more than we decided. I got two dresses and a pair of footwear while
Mary bought a dress for herself and two shirts for Ethan and a pair of flats which she might need in the
later stage of her pregnancy.
We went to my apartment straight to boys who already had food from some diner for dinner. We
enjoyed the food while listening to boys that how we ladies can never just return without emptying the
bank balance. Ethan had his rant mode on.
Christian left with Ethan and Mary only to come back at 10o’clock again. I went to get ready for my
date, since I don’t know the place and I am super confused with the two outfits and my feelings. I need
someone to decide for me and give me their views on this.
I decided to call Shelly as she always gives more real advice unlike Linda who sees these situations as
another romcom movie or novel story. She picked up on the third ring and since I can hear Matt in the
background I assume they are living together.
“So, how is the relationship thing going with Matt?”
“Good, actually very good. We’re living together which saves money, reduces complains of not giving
time to each other and lots of amazing sex.”
“Great, now you will regret making him wait for this long.”
“I do regret it sometimes but its better after the wait. We know each other more and understand each
other better.”
“Good to know, you both are doing good.”
“Umm… actually I called for your advice.”
“Regarding relationship matters… hmmm”, she acted like she cracked some nuclear formulae.
“Yes dummy now tell me what should I wear out of these two on a date when I don’t know where I am
going.”
“With Jeanne’s brother?”, I stare at her with wide eyes in shock and surprise. How does she even know
about that?
“How do you know that?”
“I saw you both flirting at your party back then and saw him standing away in the background while we
video called when Matt gave me the surprise. Since you’re in Jeanne’s house, so I guessed he was
Jeanne’s brother.”, she explained.
“Well, you're a genius. Because you guessed it right.”
“Since you asked me for advice instead of Jeanne, she doesn’t know you both are seeing each other”
“You’re correct again. Please don’t tell her. I don’t know how she will react to this and am still not sure
of the idea of dating him.”
“See, I hate to break it to you but dating him is a bad option. Mixing relationships with friendships never
ended well. And if you’re doubting the relationship yourself then it is the worst option.”
“I know, he is a possessive guy already who will murder someone for me but also a sweet funny guy
who makes me laugh. I can’t stop thinking about him, I want him.”
“Hey girl, don’t destroy your friendship just for a good fuck.”
“Nooo… he was the one I thought of when I needed someone around to be safe. I wanted him to
protect me already when we were avoiding each other.”
“In that case, wear the fancy top one with jeans and not too high silhouettes. Since you don’t know the
place this outfit will work best even if he takes you to an elite club. Be careful girl, I would have told you
step back but if one playboy can turn into loyal lad another can too. Tell me how it goes and take care. I
gotta go, my needy boyfriend is calling for me.
“Bye. Enjoy your sex, girl.”
"He is good.", she winked and we disconnected the call.