Heart 19
Tomorrow is still a day away, however, and I doubt I'll see Jude before then. We both have busy days ahead of us. Looking over at the pile of work waiting for me, I sigh, wishing I had taken him up on his Invitation for coffee. My stomach starts to grumble at the thought of coffee and a large pastry. I've been so busy that I forgot to eat. Again.
So I make a small brunch of eggs and toast. I don't reel like making a whole pot of coffee, so I pour myself a glass of orange juice before I sit down to start working again.
I'm about two bites in before I need to rush to the toilet.
Everything I just ate, along with everything still in my stomach from the night before comes out in a rush. I've never felt so sick before in my life. Even after throwing up, there is a pervasive feeling of nausea that lasts the rest of the morning. Just the smell of coffee is enough to make me swallow down bile.
Later in the day, I try again to eat a banana. I don't even finish the first bite before I spit it out and throw the rest banana away.
Pull out my calendar and take a look at my schedule. Maybe something's wrong with me. I might need to
go see a doctor and...
Oh no.
There is a red circle on my calendar from the first day of my last period.
That was over 6 weeks ago. Doing a little quick math in my head I realize that I am two weeks late. This means I was ovulating around the time that Atlas and I
Impossible. It was only the one time.
Putting my running shoes back on, I grab my purse and rush out of the apartment. The closest store that might sell a pregnancy test is the pharmacy up the street. It takes me a few moments, but I find exactly what I'm looking for in the aisle next to the condoms. "Too late for that," I mumble under my breath.
"Too late for what?" a cheerful voice says from just over my shoulder.
Turning around quickly I hid the box behind my back and pretended I was looking at something else entirely as Jude crosses the aisle to greet me. "Oh nothing, I was just thinking about something from earlier today."
He raises an eyebrow. I don't think he believes me.
I look around for something to hide my purchase and to give me an excuse to be here in the first place. To the right of me is a whole shelf of cheap romance novels. That will have to do. Grabbing a large one, I hide the test inside.
Praying that my blush isn't obvious as I giggle nervously I raise the book above my head. "I needed a break and wanted a new book, so I came over here and thought I'd try something different."
"Oh," he looks at the title. Blinks twice, and then responds, "I've heard that one is pretty good."
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I take a
ment to look up at the book. On the cover is a picture of a woman wearing a dress with a torn bodice locked in a romantic embrace with a handsome centaur. The title implies something regarding the size of his anatomy and I feel myself burning in embarrassment. "Oh, this, well it's not for me, it's...um...for my friend."
"Uh-huh," he nods knowingly. "Well, I hope you have a good afternoon," he winks as he walks out the door.
Oh gods! Now he's going to think I'm into animal porn.
Somehow I make it back to the studio without dying of mortification. Shutting myself in the bathroom, I take the test.
Maybe it's just food poisoning.
As I sit there, I hear that familiar ringtone again. Twice in one day. That's unusual.
Picking up my phone there is a picture of my neighbor and I running. Underneath the image is a single line
of text.
"Don't trust him."
"Huh?" I look at the photo shaking my head. There is nothing about this photo that makes me think I have anything to worry about. Besides, Jude is the nicest person I've encountered in a long time.
I'm sure my anonymous sender is confused. Jude is harmless. I've never met a kinder, more generous human being.
I'm about to respond to my anonymous friend when the alarm on my phone goes off.
My eyes blur as I realize the truth, even before I look down and see two pink lines.
Positive.
A tear falls onto the stick as I watch all my hopes and dreams shatter and reform into something different. Something involving a very small person who will depend on me to be my very best self. "Damn it, Atlas," I swear under my breath as I sit alone and cry.
I'm pregnant.