fanqie novel
Chapter 200
Chapter 200
He stood in the darkness, looking for light everywhere.
But the light, he had pushed him away a long time ago…
Fearing that Shaun would hurt Carley, Jean broke away from Lea’s control and hurried back to the apartment.
He was relieved to see Carley intact, wiping tears secretly on the sofa in the living room.
“He’s gone?”
Carley shook her head and looked in the direction of the second bedroom: “It’s in there.”
Jean picked up his pace and walked over, and saw Shaun sitting on the floor like ashes at a glance.
Sure enough, he guessed right, this man had Jenny in his heart, but he never showed it.
He looked at the letter paper tightly clutched in Shaun’s hand, couldn’t help but step forward, and snatched it away.
When he saw that it was Jenny’s suicide note to Shaun, his calm expression suddenly collapsed.
It turns out that Jenny really fell in love with Shaun, and she didn’t say angry words deliberately to drive him away.
He clearly saw Shaun’s feelings for her early on, but he was so selfish that he kept hiding it, causing her to die without knowing it
While guilt and regret arise spontaneously, a heavy sense of loss is also suppressed
Jenny she left a suicide note for Shaun, but not for him It seems that she
really doesn’t love him any more
Shaun. who had already been numb from the pain, realized that someone had snatched the letter paper left by Jennifer, and his eyes suddenly turned red
He got up quickly, snatched back the letter paper, folded it like protecting a rare treasure, and placed it tightly in his heart.
Without even looking at Jean, he leaned on the wall and walked outside
It was already dark, and Shaun walked out of the community with one foot deep and one foot shallow.
Lea, who was waiting outside the community, saw him stepping out in a faltering manner, and hurried forward to support him.
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Shaun pushed his hand away and continued to walk forward in a daze.
Fearing that something might happen to him, Lea hurriedly tried to follow, but he coldly reprimanded him, “Don’t follow.”
He stumbled and walked towards the cemetery, as if punishing himself, he just walked to her grave abruptly.
He didn’t dare to look at her posthumous photo during the day, but now seeing this photo, his heart was suddenly torn apart, and he trembled from the pain.
He knelt on one knee in front of the grave, raised his hand and gently stroked her photo.
On the top, she showed a quiet and elegant smile, her eyes were curved, and she was very beautiful.
The more he looked at her, the more he missed her crazily. That kind of miss penetrated into his bones.
But she has already turned into a handful of ashes, he can never touch her again, never touch her again…
“Sorry……”
He was afraid that they would discover her existence, and that she would end up like Rosie, so he had to beat her.
But in the final analysis, he was too useless to hurt her in the name of ‘protection’.
But God, he is obviously living in a hell that will never see the light of day, why should he give him a touch of light?
He couldn’t help stretching out his hand, wanting to face the light, try to climb out of hell, and stand under the sun.
But before he crawled out, he took the light back…
Is it because he thought about something that didn’t belong to him, in exchange for such a result?
Shaun raised the corners of his lips, his eyes stained with bottomless despair…
They were right, a man like him was not qualified to be emotional.
Since he was disobedient, he deserved to suffer the pain of losing everything.
As if he had figured it out, he took out the golden knife he carried with him and looked at the photo of Jennifer.
“I hit you with my right hand, you should be punished.”
After saying that, he held the handle of the knife, slashed open the palm of his right hand, and accurately cut open the artery on the wrist…
“Jenny, if I kill you, I should pay for your life…”