Holding on to you

Killian’s P. O. V

*Ring!!*

“What the f**k!”

I pulled my gun and pointed it at the intruder, but it was only my phone. Lilly started stirring next to me, so I quickly put away my gun, she doesn’t like it when I bring my gun to bed.

Her eyes fluttered open, and she stretched out like a sexy little kitten, rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

“What’s the matter?”

Her soft sleep laced voice sent desire shooting straight through me, making me want to take her just as she was.

*Ring!!*

“Go back to sleep, baby, it’s just the phone.”

I grabbed my phone just as she nodded her and closed her eyes. Throwing the covers off of me I got out of the bad, I cast one last look at her before I exited the room and answered the phone.

“This better be f**king good, Mik, or I’ll fire your ass!”

I heard him chuckled on the other end of the phone, which made me smile. He knew I wouldn’t fire him, he’s one of the few people I trust and call a friend.

“If you did, who would you get to be your informant? By the way, how’s Lilly doing, still sexy as ever?”

I knew he was pushing my button, but I didn’t give a shit. It pissed me off hearing him call my girl sexy.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!

“Don’t f**king push it, Miguel!”

He laughed again. “Ok, ok, I’m done. I just called to let you know that JD is not too happy with the way you took over his deal. Your girl’s―”

“My wife.” I corrected him.

“Your wife’s brother owed JD big and he had his eyes set on Lilly as payment, I heard through the grapevine that he’s planning something big.”

I gripped the phone tighter in my hand, almost crushing it, there’s no way that that motherf**ker was getting anywhere near Lilly!

Mik continued talking.

“Killian, I’ve seen JD’s operation and it’s not a place Lilly would fare well in, the girls’ in there are constantly raped and beaten by both JD and his men. He forces them to work his high-end parties, servicing his many male guests. I don’t know about you boss, but if it was Jessica, I’d have about a hundred guards on her at all time.”

There was so much rage going through me that I was shaking with it. That worthless motherf**ker wanted to take away my reason for breathing. I’d have to show them why my family is so feared, and it had nothing to do with my father.

“You know what you need to do, get Symone and take care of it. Make sure that he knows why he’s dying.”

“Killian, you know I can’t work with Symone, that bitch hid my kid from me. If I see her I will put a bullet through her head, I don’t give a f**k if she’s the mother of my child.”

I knew putting them to work together was a big risk, but it was one I was willing to take if it meant protecting Red.

“Do whatever the f**k you want to her after you’ve completed the job!”

I could almost hear the smile in his voice.

“Oh with pleasure, boss, with pleasure.”

I should have felt remorse for signing Symone death warrant, but I’d burn the world to the ground with everyone in it if it would keep Red safe.

“By this time tomorrow, I expect to hear that JD is no more, and all of his little rats are poisoned.”

“You can count on me, boss, I’ll get the job done as long as that bitch doesn’t screw it up.”

Ending the call, I went back to into the room, making sure to close the door softly. I turned, intending to join my girl in bed. However, the image before me stopped me where I stood.

It was like looking at one of those beautiful majestic beings out of a fairy tale, red hair was everywhere. It was fanned out around her framing her, the sheet was tangled between her thighs, dropped so low on her waist, exposing her breasts. Her undeniable beauty struck me, causing my heart to swell in my chest.

She looked like a mermaid, a beautiful siren made to lure men to their ultimate doom. Just the thought of JD touching her, made me want to hide her, keep her locked away from the world, and be the only one that sees or touch her.

She moved and the sheet moved with her, exposing even more of her creamy skin. I couldn’t believe how long her hair has grown, falling almost to her hips.

I undressed and got back into the bed, it wasn’t long after I laid down that she turned and snuggled up against me. Having her so closer felt right, like that’s exactly where she was meant to be… by my side for the rest of her life.

“You’re getting good at shooting a gun, but you still need to improve on your stands. Remember to keep your feet in line with your shoulders, keep the gun steady and make sure that your grip is firm.”

For the past two weeks, I’ve been teaching Red, how to fight with and without a deadly weapon. So far she’d been good at it, and although I push her she never complains.

“I got it, can we try combating with knives, you promised that you’ll teach me how to fight with them.”

I laughed at how enthusiastic she is, but the sexy as sin outfit that she chose to wear was messing with my libido, making it hard for me to concentrate on anything except her ass.

“Killian, are you listening to me?”

I dragged my eyes away from her well-rounded ass, smiling.

“I’m always listening to you, baby”

She raised her brow at me then rolled her eyes, turning to replace the gun, she made sure to put an extra sway in her step.

I chuckled, “Little minx!”

She turned and give me an innocent look, blinking her big blue at me like she had no idea what I was talking about.

“Who, me?”

Pulling her close to me, I kissed the innocence off of her lips. She responded to me in kind, putting her hands under my shirt needing to touch my skin just like I needed to touch hers.

I kissed her harder, deepening the kiss, I felt that strong need to hurt her and from the way she just gave herself over to me, I knew that she felt it too. It didn’t take long for me to undress her, I liked having her naked, vulnerable and completely at my mercy.

I lifted her and she wrapped her legs around me, carrying her over to the gun table, I laid her flat on her back, only pulling back long enough to look at her.

Being inside of her is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced, she’s so hot and wet and so f**King perfect. I tried my best to push my need to hurt her aside, but it was stronger than me.

She clamped her legs around me and pulled my face down to hers,

“It’s ok, baby, do it, I can handle it.”

The words were barely out of her mouth before I had her flipped onto her stomach. I got two of the shackles that we used for training and secured each of her legs to either side of the table, I wasn’t too gentle either.

I heard her hissed in pain as I shackled her hands together, causing my perverted excitement to build. Seeing her bend over the table exposed, bound and unable to move stirred something inside of me. I position myself behind her and entered her slowly.

I heard her moaned softly, but pleasure wasn’t the only thing that I wanted her to feel, so I went to work making her feel pain by wrapping my hands around her throat.

“Who do you belong to, Red?”

I moved my hands away from her throat so that she could answer. She gulped air in her lungs, coughing.

“Y-you, I belong to you.”

I didn’t feel satisfied with her answer, I wanted more… much more. I held on to her neck again and squeeze, all while having sex with. I knew the sensation of being f**ked and strangled at the same time would heighten the experience more for her.

“Tell me who owns you, Lilly, I want to hear the words from your pretty lips.”

I left my hands a little longer until I was sure if I go anymore she’d pass out. Just like before she greedily sucked up air, until she almost choked on it.

“Oh god! You, Killian, you own me.”

Still, I was satisfied, and she knew it too because of how brutal the sex started to get. I could hear her whimpering, but that didn’t stop me.

“Do you still want your freedom, is that what you want, baby?”

I brought my hand down on her ass, watching as my handprint formed on her skin. She screamed, and I did it again and again.

“Answer me, Red, is it your freedom you want? Freedom to have another man touch you, or f**k you the way I do, is that what you want, baby?”

She stopped crying to answer me because she knew that the longer she took to do it, the more pain I’d make her feel.

“NO! God, Killian, I don’t want freedom, I don’t want another man, I just want you!”

I smiled, feeling satisfied, I needed her to tell me that I’m the only man she’ll ever want. But even if she didn’t, she didn’t have a choice in the matter. Because like it or not, she’s mine.

After we were finished we got dressed, I left her so she could collect herself, but I didn’t leave her for too long.

Walking over to the fridge I grabbed two bottles of water then walked back over to her. I give it to her and she took a big gulp, I smiled, liking the fact that I wore her body out. She looked at me, and that same desire to dominate her overtook me again.

“You’re a sick twisted bastard.”

I pulled her to me and smiled,

“But you love me anyway.”

She looped her hand around my neck, leaning close to me, a sexy smile playing on her kissed swollen lips.

“I guess that makes me a sick twisted bitch.”

I laughed, “I guess it does.”

Just as we were about to kiss, the door to the training room was thrown open and in came running Jessy, covered in blood.

“You’ve got to help him; I think he’s dying!!!”