Dane’s Irresistible Desire

I had never gotten excited like this before. After talking to Dylan yesterday I feel like I am a new me. I feel now as if I have been resurrected with the body I want. I feel like I am in a fantasy fiction that re-incarnated to be the person that I wanted to be.

I love this fucking feeling. You are free to express what you want. You are free to do those things that can make you happy. You can do what you want. What you fought for is what you want. There is nothing as fun as this.

I heard the doorbell rang. I frowned when I see the time. Who will come here this early? Almost six in the morning I had a visitor right away? But I also stood up to see who it was. When I opened the door, I saw Wallace outside.

“Good morning,” he greeted me with a wide smile. That smile made me want to take off my clothes.

“Good morning, what are you doing here?”

“Can I come in first before you ask?” I give her a naughty smile and I bite my lower lips.

“Where? You can enter two,” I asked him seductively.

“Fuck, Diana, don’t seduce me this early.”

“Just kidding. Come inside, you are welcome to enter anywhere —— Wallace!” I screamed when he pinned me to the wall.

“Can I enter now?” Then his body clung to mine. “We can do it like this.” And I feel his shaft erected.

“It’s just a joke, Wallace, you believe me too much.”

“I did not any joke with you.” He stroked my thigh and immediately inserted his finger inside.

“Code red.”

“Fuck!” he hissed and then straightened up. We did once even though I had a period but I don’t want to do it again because we just spread afterwards. Though, we can do it in the bathroom but I still don’t want to. “I came here to bring you breakfast. I don’t have a partner so I came here.”

“Why did you always have someone with you?”

“Nothing, but now I want you to be with me. Have you eaten?” I smile and I admit I am thrilled because of what he does.

“Not yet. I would have eaten at the office.”

“Then eat with me,” he offered.

Wallace prepared our meal. I just sat there waiting for him to finish. We eat together while talking and laughing. When we finished he took me to the office and said we would meet for lunch. I don’t know what he wants but I’m happy with what’s happening and what he’s making me feel.

As of now I have nothing to ask for. I maybe his bed warmer, his fuck buddy. But the way he treated me is like I am a fucking special. This is the first time that I have proved myself and it is also the first time that someone has seen the real me and accepted me. Most of all, just now I felt that I was special or maybe because of the thought that Wallace is the one who made it for me.

Our daily routine has almost become like that. Though we haven’t talked about what our status really is. All that mattered to me was that I was happy and he was with me.

“Are you watered too, Dane?”

“What?!” I asked Jace angrily. The three idiots laugh because of Jace’s question.

“Your smile is wide. We are like that when we are watering.”

“Hey, your mouth. Dane is still a woman,” Phoenix warned.

“Oh, so?” he replied. “Tell us, Dane, have you been watered yet?”Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g

“What do you care about Dane’s sex life, Jace?” Phoenix asked irritably.

“Just curious. Because she doesn’t have a boyfriend but she has a wide smile.”

Zeus looked at me so the three also looked at him when Jace suddenly talk.

“Fuck, don’t tell me you two have a secret?”

“Stupid!” Zeus throws him a pen. “Do you think I will cheat on Yara?”

“But seriously, Dane, We noticed you’re changes. You can share it with us.” Phoenix grabbed our attention. I look at Zeus again who shrug his shoulder.

“Well yeah, I am happy with —-” I let out a deep sigh. “Wallace.”

“Whoa!” simultaneous shouts of Zeus and Blaze.

“FUCK!” Jace punched the air. He looks angry while looking at me. “Tss, your useless to be a comrade, Phoenix, you did not properly.” I furrowed my forehead.

“Give me back my hummer key, sucker.” Jace angrily returned Zeus’s key. He hurled it at Zeus. This is the car that went to Jace because of their bet on Hailey and Phoenix.

“You, Phoenix? Maybe you want to give me something?” Blaze said while laughing.

“Fuck you, Jace, next time I will not believe you.” At the same time reaching for a key as well. Oh fuck, is that the key of his mustang?

“Shit, Maggie will be happy with this. Thanks bro I will take care of this mustang of yours.”

“What’s happening here?” I ask.

“Ow, sorry, Dane.” Zeus was still laughing. “We noticed you change and we agreed that it was because of the man. There was a bet as to which man. Me, and Blaze said it’s Wallace. Phoenix said it’s Avel and Jace said it’s your ex Cooper but eventually they also agreed that it’s Avel.” Zeus’s long explanation once kissed the key.

“Seriously guys? Is gambling really on your mind?”

“Everything is about the bet, Dane. Even in love, you have to gamble.” Blaze chuckled while also kissing Phoenix’s car key.

“So, what’s the real score, Dane?” Phoenix asks.

“Don’t ask we already lose,” Jace complained.

“When you lose, it’s forbidden to ask?” Phoenix asks him.

“Yes, you’re stupid,”

“Stupid, whichever of the two we choose we will still lose. Are you still slow?”

“That’s enough,” I scolded them.

“So, what’s the score?” Phoenix asked again.

“Well, were ok.”

“Are you two have a label?” Zeus ask.

“No, we’re —-” I couldn’t finish what I was going to say. I’m not ashamed because these people with me are also shameless but —– shall I say? Maybe later it would be even worse for Dylan to react.

“I don’t think I want to listen to what Dane will tell next.” Blaze said.

“Me too,” It was Phoenix.

“I doubt it. They don’t have a label but they are happy. It looks like something tickling is happening.” Jace even shook his head.

“Dane,” Zeus called.

“We’re buddies.”

“What kind of buddies, Dane?” Jace asked with a frown.

“What’s on your mind.” The four of them looked at each other then looked at me. I can’t help not being nervous. After all those years they have a high expectations of me. I was their older sister. I became the mentor, became the adviser. I was so mad at them for being their playboys. Then eventually I become a whore to someone.

Though I know they won’t speak badly but I can’t help but think that they might look down on me. I can’t blame them if that happens. I am not ashamed of what I did. As I said just now I was happy and whatever their reaction will be I will accept.

“Fuck, I think we hit with our foolishness,” Phoenix said. “We don’t have a sister so it went to Dane.”

“Only the three of you play woman,” Blaze defended himself.

“You’re a good boy,” Zeus said. “What’s the plan now?” he asks.

“Let’s beat Wallace and force him to marry Dane,” Jace suggested.

“Okay, there are four of us and we can do that,” Phoenix agreed.

“Hey, you talk like I’m not here!”

“We’re not talking to you, Dane,” Zeus said.

“Guys, please listen to me, ok?” The four of them confronted me. “I am happy,”

“How happy? let me see,” Jace said.

“Jace, as happy when Margot forgives you, Jace. As happy when Hailey gets pregnant, Phoenix. As happy as when you remarried Maggie, Blaze. And as happy as you Zeus when Yara woke up from a coma. Same that happiness I feel.”

“Ah, happy!” they said at once.

“But Remind him that apart from your three brothers, you have four other crazy male friends who will cripple him when he makes a mistake and makes you cry,” Phoenix said.

“Are you happy with him, Dane? Even if it’s not clear that you have a label?” Blaze asks so I nod.

“She’s happy, let’s be happy for her too for fair and lighten her happiness,” Jace said so I burst into tears. “I just say we need to be happy but you cried.”

“Fool,”

“That’s all that matters to us, Dane. For you to be happy. It’s unfair if we’re happy and you’re not. Just remember we are only here for you. Same when you’re there for us.” Phoenix said smiling.

“We got your back, Dane, as always,” Zeus said so my tears flowed more and more.

“Thanks, guys.” Everyone stands and approaches me.

“Group hug to support, Dane!” Jace shouted and they all hugged me so I cried even more. This is the support that I want. And the brother’s code never fails me. As usual they’re always there for me.