CHAPTER 56: I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE
ALEXA’S POV
” Come in,” I heard my father shout, so that was my cue to enter their room.
” Oh, Alexa, you are up too early,” my mother shockingly stated.
I smiled at her and said,” I intentionally woke up early because I was afraid I could not find you later.”
” Why, Alexa? Is there any problem?” Daddy worriedly asked.
I slightly shook my head, ” I just wanted to talk to you about something.”
” It seemed a serious matter, sweetie. Take a seat,” Mommy instructed and pointed to the sofa. I sat down, as well as my parents.
” What is it all about, Alexa?” Daddy asked.
I took a deep breath before answering his question, ” I want to continue my studies abroad.”
” What did you say?” My mother asked. It seemed like she wanted to confirm if what she heard was correct.
” I mean, you actually wanted me to study abroad before, right? So, as I thought about it, I realized that I should try to study there,” I replied.
They looked at me like they could not believe what I had said. Well, I expected their reaction to being like that since I did not want to study abroad. It was the reason why Cassie was the one who studied in the States. But this is a different situation.
” Are you sure about this, Alexa?” Dad seriously asked. I nodded in response to his question.
” But, why all of a sudden? Cassie only just came back to us, then you will be leaving?” My mom commented.
” Mom, this will be the best for everyone.” I stated, smiling.
” Is this about Ken?” I was shocked because of my mother’s question. On the other hand, my father’s facial expression changed when he heard what mom asked me.
” I could not hide anything from you, mommy, right?” I stated and awkwardly smiled.
” Of course, I am your mother. I know you better than anyone else. So, am I right?” Mommy stated. I gently nodded my head to answer.
” You do not have to do this. I will do everything in my power. so he cannot go near to us again,” Daddy seriously stated. I shook my head.
” Dad, Cassie loves him. You could not take away him to her,” I replied.
” How about you? You love Ken, right?” Mommy asked and looked at me.
” Does it matter, mom? Cassie’s happiness is the most important thing for me,” I smiled bitterly.
” Even if it will be at your expense?” Mommy frowned. I think we will stay here until tomorrow because of their many questions. However, it was not possible since James brought our ticket for our flight later in the evening.
” Mom! Ate Cassie just came back. She deserves everything especially happiness. And yes, even if it is on my expense, I will gladly do it for her.” I determinedly replied and looked at my father.Exclusive content from NôvelDrama.Org.
” How decided you are, Alexa?” Dad meaningfully asked me.
” 100%, I actually have my ticket already,” I admitted. My mother was shocked while my father nodded as they heard what I said.
” Okay, then. When will be your flight?” Dad asked.
” Later in the evening,” I straightforwardly answered. I saw tears forming in my mother’s eyes, so I came closer to her.
” Mommy do not worry about me. I am sure that I will be fine there. I will be with James after all. So, please do not cry,” I tried to calm her down. I also touched her cheeks.
” All right. As long as your happy on your decision,” Mommy said while holding her tears.
” Thank you, mom, dad,” I thanked them.
” Anything for you and your happiness,” Daddy said, which made me smile. However, it instantly faded when I remembered I still had one thing to ask them.
” What is wrong, sweetie?” Mommy asked. Maybe she asked because she noticed that I became quiet.
” Dad, may I talk to Ken before I leave?” I asked.
” What for?” He asked back.
” To say my goodbye to him personally,” I replied, but my father remained silent.
” Let Alexa do it. At least before she leave, she will not have someone holding grudges to each other,” Mom tried to convince Dad.
” All right but do it fast. I will ask our cook to prepare some dinner. At least we will have time to eat together before you leave,” Daddy replied.
” Thank you. I should get going,” I happily told them. They nodded, so I stood up and walked out of their room. When I exited my parent’s room, I saw Cassie leaning on the wall.
” You do not have to leave,” I heard Cassie speak before I passed through her.
I looked at her and said, ” You know, I have to. If I stayed here, Ken will be confused. I am doing what you asked me to do. Just please take care of him for me,”
” Thank you, Lex,” She said while smiling and tightly hugging me.
” Anything for my twin sister,” I replied and gently tapped her shoulder.
” So, I should get going. I still need to talk to Xander, Sebastian, and Rhea,” I said. She nodded, so I started walking again, going to my room.
When I arrived at my room, I sent Rhea a message stating that I wanted to meet her later. Then, I went to my bathroom to take a bath. After fifteen minutes, I finished preparing myself, so I went downstairs to wait for James in the living room. He insisted on accompanying me in meeting Ken.
” You are here already, so let’s go?” James stated when he saw me walking on the staircase. I smiled at him and nodded.
” Take care of my twin, James,” I heard Cassie order James before we left the house. James simply saluted Cassie, then we continued walking to James’ car.
During the trip, I decided to remain silent because I wanted to calm myself and arrange thoughts in my mind. I was afraid I would back up my decision when I saw Ken.
” I will wait for you here,” James said.
” Okay. I will make this quick,” I stated and got out of the car.
While entering the café where I will meet Ken, I could feel how my heart started to shatter. When I saw him sitting and waiting at me, I stopped myself to run to him and hugged him.
” Ken,” I softly called his name. It was enough to get his attention.
” A-Alexa, you are here. Take a seat. What do you want to eat?” He disconcertedly said.
” No need. This will be fast,” I seriously refused.
” W-why are you so serious?” Ken nervously asked.
” You love me, right?” I straightforwardly asked him while not giving attention to his question earlier.
” Of course,” Ken replied. I bit my lower lip to stop smiling because of his answer.
” Then, can you do me a favor?” I asked and looked at him in his eyes.
” Yes, anything for you,” He replied.
” I want you to love my twin back. Please, get back to Cassie,” I straightforwardly told him. Ken’s mouth opened slightly when he heard it.
” N-no, I will not do that,” Ken refused and tried to hold my hand, but I avoided it.
” If you really love me, you will do this favor for my sake,” I looked away because I felt like tears were forming in my eyes.
” No. You are the one I love, and I could not teach my heart to love her. Beside, how about us?” Ken firmly said and tried again to reach my hand, but just like earlier, I avoided it.
” There is no such thing as ‘us’, Ken. Only you and Cassie’s relationship exists,” I said and hurriedly wiped the tears from my eyes down my cheeks.
” Alexa, do you not love me? Why are you pushing me to her?” Ken confusedly asked.
” I love my twin sister. I can do everything for her, even if it means giving you up,” I remarked and looked into his eyes. However, I instantly regretted it because I could see how painful those words must be to Ken through his eyes. I am sorry, Ken. I hope you will forgive me.
” How about us? This is how it will end? Are you really want to throw everything away?” Ken asked questions one after another.
” Yes. That stuff has no meaning to me,” I coldly replied. I maintained my serious face even if I wanted to take back those words.
” N-no meaning. It is painful to hear you say those words,” Ken commented. I saw how his tears fell on his cheeks, but he wiped them away.
” I will not do the favor you asked me. If I need to kneel to Cassie to get her blessing for us, I will gladly do it. Even if your father continuously hurts me, I will accept it. I w-will fight for you” The moment his voice cracked, I stood up. I could no longer stay with him because I might take back all the words I said earlier.
” Stop being pathetic, Ken,” I stated and turned my back to him. I was walking away from him when I felt someone holding my feet. I looked back because of it. My eyes widened when I saw Ken kneeling on the floor while holding my feet. Because of what he did, he took all the customers’ attention inside the café.
” P-please, I w-would d-do e-everything, j-just d-do n-not l-leave m-me,” He begged while crying. I looked at the ceiling to stop my tears.
When I was sure I was calm, I looked at him and said the biggest lie I could ever say,” Could you just stop? I did not love you, and I will never love you. I will never fall in love with my twin sister’s boyfriend,”
I saw how those words hurt him. I also felt that he loosened his hold on my feet, so I used that opportunity to remove his hands and hurriedly run towards the café’s door.
” Alexa!”
I still heard him call my name, but I did not look back because my tears started flowing. I felt like I was killed right now because of my pain. And, if he was hurt, it doubles to me. But this is the best thing to do. I hope in another life, we can still continue the story we could not do in this lifetime. I hope destiny will be on our side next time and let us be happy.
‘ I love you so much, Ken. But this is the end of us. Goodbye,’ These are the words I long to tell him, but I cannot.
JAMES’ POV
I hurriedly got out of the car when I saw Alexa exiting the cafe. I wanted to hug her, but I saw Ken chasing after her. I let Alexa pass through me, then I blocked Ken’s way.
” Get out of my way! Let me talk to her,” Ken irritably stated. I could see mixed emotions in his eyes.
” I will not allow that. She does not want to talk to you anymore, so leave her alone,” I firmly stated.
” Why are you mingling with other people’s business? Maybe you were telling her bad things about me,” Ken angrily accused me. I looked at where Alexa was. She is currently inside the car, so I can do this. I grasped his collar.
” This will be my last warning to you. Stay away from her. You do not deserve her. And for a heads up, you were the one who destroyed your reputation to Alexa’s eyes. Now, let her go and allow her to be happy,” I threatened him.
” And do you think she will be happy on your side? Are you joking?” He insultingly asked me, then smirked.
” Whether she will be happy with another man or with me, I will never allow you to be close to her again. And, for your information, we will be leaving.” It seemed like he was shocked when he heard what I said. I noticed his smirk faded on his lips, and his mouth was slightly opened.
” You heard it loud and clear. Alexa and I will be leaving. She decided to forget you, so leave her alone,” I said while gritting my teeth. I also aggressively pushed him.
He fell on the floor because of what I did, but I could not read his facial expression. I straightened the entangled part of my polo and turned my back to him. I went back to my car.
TO BE CONTINUED!